Is it normal i feel like david king?

Because:
- I feel torn though in the same breath I try dead hard to be strong.
- Broken. And useless. Persecuted. Left alone. It is depressing
- I love the adrenaline of a good fight.
- And I quickly get into a rage. And in a matter of seconds, I don't give a shit. Shit doesn't mither me anymore.
- I can be quite an asshole. At least that's what I hear sometimes. Does it even matter?
- But I also learned early on from my parents that this kind of thing is just as okay as violence.
- I'm not used to having heart-to-hearts. But I would like because when I have them with friends it's a relief.
- Friends are important to me. I would defend them with my life.
- But only the closer ones. If I let them get close to me at all.
- I often spend my time just hanging out and drinking alcohol, watching sports shows and starting trouble that warrants a fight.
- I have two tattoos. They both kind of represent me, but sometimes they don't.
- And I wear a full beard as well as a crew cut long before I even knew about Dead By Daylight.

I could go on forever with this pointless list of time waste, but I'm not gonna live forever and neither will you. I just find it funny. My parents did even give me that name. Am I cursed? Haha..

Is it normal that I identify with David King right now? I wonder why I do.