Is it normal i feel like a robot?

For as long as I can remember there would be days where I don’t feel real. Like a robot. Sometimes things around me feel unreal too. I just feel like I’m stuck in some glass box while I watch myself live. My memories don’t feel real, even remember them as if I was watching a movie in mostly black and white. I moved a year ago and the place I use to live at feels like some fictional place despite real pictures. It doesn’t happen to me 24/7 but when it does it makes me depressed. I always end up dwelling on it and thinking about what it means to be alive and if I’m just normal or there’s something wrong because it feels like somethings wrong. Yet my family won’t listen and my friends either make fun of me or tell me it’s a normal thing. So please, help?

I’m 24 btw.

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43% Normal
Based on 7 votes (3 yes)
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  • paramore93

    Depersonalization maybe? I always described that as watching my life go by on a tv, sort of.

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  • Randomly-Strawberry

    Oh yeah! I HAVE HAD THIS FEELING BEFORE. Seriously.

    I can't describe it with my plain words. It's a horrid feeling, ikr. All in a sudden, somehow, everything around me becomes extremely foreign. Familiar and foreign at the same time. I felt as though I don't exist. I felt as though this isn't my life, but someone else's, and I was only watching.

    The first time was when I was 9 or 10 years old. I could not bear it (this feeling is real pain, real depressing, you won't want to experience it) and I said, "I'm feeling so weird." My cousin, 10 years older than me, asked, "What happened?"

    And I was stuck. I couldn't describe it. Even now I can't describe the feeling accurately.

    So eventually, I made out, "Umm...I feel as though I don't belong here??" which really isn't a good description and has like nothing to do with my real feelings.

    Then everyone laughed. They thought that I was daydreaming or something. But I wasn't. I hate that feeling. I really. really. really. really. hate it. It makes me feel so depressed that I sometimes want to suicide for no reason at all.

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  • Iszzy123

    If you are a robot you mission in life is to follow ur programing and live among the humans if you against this you are defective and should see ur creator for Maintenance

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  • nikkiclaire

    The singularity was surpassed in 2008. Maybe you ARE a robot.

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