Is it normal i feel insane

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When I look in the mirror I see something else. I know It's me but it's like I can't grasp the idea that it is me. I feel like I'm going insane, I've begun to talk to myself in my head and more recently it's been out loud. I don't know if what I'm experiencing is real. I don't know if I'm living or dreaming. I ask myself what is life. Is it just an activation of some sensors? Just to assure to that things are there.. Why is life? What's the point of this all.. For us to live awhile then die. When I look in the mirror I feel like I don't recognize myself. I have constant wild fantasies I have trouble sleeping.. I know I am a conscious being... But conscious of what? .. I hate feeling like I belong somewhere else. My body doesn't feel like its my own. It feels like my mind tells me what to do... Instead of the other way around. I have interest in such an odd variety of things. Ultimately I feel like I'm insane but then another part of me feels like I'm waiting...for something... I don't know what it is but it keeps me sane... The idea that I'm only waiting for something greater... What am I? Is my behavior normal.???

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  • HalfInsaneFemale
    7 years ago

    Sounds like what i have, depersonalization disorder along with some emotional problems and severe anxiety. i have been there, in fact i'm always there. not to worry, hang on, get help if you need to

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  • rogidez
    11 years ago

    "The lunatic is in my head....ha ha ha ha
    You raise the blade, you make the change
    you re arrange me 'til I'm sane

    you lock the door and throw away the key
    there's someone in my head....but it's not me"

    Pink Floyd

    maybe you've been part of the monarch project bud - google it - very interesting

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  • MissyLeyneous
    11 years ago

    You are human. YOU ARE YOU.

    Can you get calm? Can you rest at all? If so, you need to strengthen the connection you have within yourself, to yourself. You MUST accept who you are. It's hard to explain.

    The mind. The spirit. The body. The higher self.

    You have to reconnect the pieces. Don't worry, you are you.

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  • Short4Words
    11 years ago

    Everything is going to be okay. I've been there. The way I changed it was that I started making connections with people and I stopped worrying about my reflection. I've wrestled with my identity for a while and while I have indentity in Christ, I know I pretty much just identify as a human being. We have so many facets as human beings, like our behaviour or beliefs are likes and dislikes, those just are as you experience life, if you are not happy with how you think about something or respond to something else, you can try and change that. I believe there is a core person, a being so to speak, the soul, but we can change parts of ourselves for the better.

    Maybe see a therapist too, a psychologist not a psychiatrist, they can help.

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