Is it normal i feel constant guilt....probably
I cant help but to feel guilt 24/7 that I'm not rich or successful or anything like that.
I promised mi parents I was gonna be rich one da and move them to a nice house. Be independent and never need their help.
But I made a business - Did REAL well for awhile and then I went bankrupt.
these dais - I don't do shit - I'm broke. Constantly angry. I feel like I failed them. Failed myself.
I haven't spoken to close family members or friends for over months.
I just feel guilt 24/7 for not becoming a great person like I believed I would growing up.
*bitch*bitch*moan*moan* woe is me* fuck me right?*moan*
But fuckit