Is it normal i fantasize about my crush raping me?
I am absolutely obsessed with this guy but he's in a relationship. And if he wasn't, I don't think he would like me back. So I just dream about what we could be. Sometimes though these fantasies take a dark turn. I dream about him forcing himself on me. Rape is horrible and I know he would never do something like that to me. But at the same time I kind of enjoy the fantasy.