Is it normal i fantasize about dancing with my first love
I have this fantasy that one of my old loves (in particular the first love, who I nearly married) comes to a party where all my friends are. When that happens, he asks to dance with me in front of everyone. So, I ask the dj or whoever is in charge of music; to play a song. It's usually a song from our past....
I have no intention of getting back with my ex, after the dance we say goodbye (forever) and I go back to my friends feeling like a weight has been lifted.
I guess I have this because I want to show everyone that at one time I was a hopeless romantic who was affectionate and wasn't so down on marriage. But is it normal?