Is it normal i don't know how i feel about this girl?
There is a girl who said she loved me and I kind of ignored her at the time. She kept insisting and I opened up my heart. I told her I wanted to be with her and she said no.... Maybe because I ignored her a little or because she was just trying to see if I really loved her. I tried my best to tell her hoe much I loved her and she just said no. I then gave up and she started seeing another guy and I was cool with it until she left him and she came back to me. I was still a little hurt and so when she told me she had left the other guy she tried to kiss me and I just wasn't sure if I wanted to kiss her I felt like she was still in a relationship with the other guy and I'm not the kind of guy who touches other people's girls unless I'm not informed. A few days ago we talked and we started a relationship but it didn't go anywhere because I think she was seeing someone else " that's a long story so just understand that there is a reason why I think she was seeing someone else".
M real problem is it seems we can't be together but I get jealousy when I see her with other men and When she goes out looking like she is going on a date... I don't want to love her but it seems like I can't control myself when she flirts on the phone. I tried spending less time with her to avoid seeing her but I still want to be friends with her and I talked with her and we are more like friends but she still doesn't want me to know if she is seeing someone.
Do we love each other or am I just desperate?
Don't mind my English :P