Is it normal i despise my mother this much
My mother was always neglectful and so was my father. My mother was disgusted of me, said I reminded her of her siblings she hated. While my dad was narssastic and would mock us like a playground yard bully about how he was better and we would never mean shit. When I tried to better myself like get a job or driver license I was told I couldn't because I was a horrible person or I had to be there to cater to my parents whims and take care of them. When I was 15 I was given a pet cat by my mother. I kept that cat for a few years till circumstances made me give him up. My mother promised she keep him and insisted she would and not to look for anyone else. Then said never mind last second and I had to take him to the shelter. That cat was the only thing I ever loved in the world and didn't deserve to be so cruelly discarded. After which my mother didn't let me moarn because it's a worthless stupid animal which she believes are garbage anyways. I pray there is a devil because if there is she'll burn forever and maybe the devil will torture her like she tortured her children who she was suppose to care about.