Is it normal i can't stand loneliness.
Seriously. I hate it so much. I'm 23 and I'm a girl.
I always want to go out. To parties. Theatre. Dinner. Anywhere. I hate it when I've made plans for my evening and get ditched by a friend. It seems everytime I am alone I am being negative and weak...I just want to call someone and cry. Not sure why. I get bored easily...I guess I do not have any activity to do when I am alone. I also want to drink. Just like this, alone.
Anyways, seems everytime I am lonely (especially on week-end days), I get desesperate and start texting ANY of my friends who is willing to do something. I dont care which one texts back. Like I cant stand being with myself even if I dont think I have low esteem. I'm OK with myself, but I know loneliess is one of my biggest fear. Plus, when I get bored, all of a sudden I feel like no one cares about me anymore. I feel stucked. Normally I am the one proposing things to do with my friends...but it seems that it is always me asking to go out.
Anyone in this situation?