Is it normal i am only aroused when i have to pee?
It's not a kink. I literally can only get turned on/aroused when I have to go to the bathroom. I don't masturbate at all, because it feels more awkward than pleasurable, unless I hold it in all day and then, it's fantastic. I'm super embarrassed by this and am worried for when I do eventually have sex I won't be able to "cooperate" and it will end up being a bad night.