Is it normal i am 22 and i still cant figure out my sexuality like at all?
Okay so I am 22 right? I just turned 22. I still dont know my sexuality. I mean I am super kinky and like the idea of becoming a servant to someone I truly admire. I consider this a very intimate thing though so its not like something you would do with family.
However I really cant get sexually aroused if its not some freaky scenario. I dont like the opposite sex really either even though I keep trying and I dont really feel anything.
I dont really like being touched in a sexual way as it absolutely disgusts me and I find that sort of thing horribly unsanitary. I like the idea of being bound, cut, gagged and whipped though. I dont even know what to classify myself as anymore I keep trying with different people but I dont really feel like getting sexual ever. It just bothers me.
Like I would probobly do semi BF/GF things with a close friend but like its so hard for me to get aroused and I have to go to extremes to get any kind of emotional reaction. I also been so close to certain friends that people thought we were gay or dating but we weren't. I get terribly annoyed when things get sexual though.