Is it normal i accepted i am nothing and i am happier that way?

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Recently I lost every last person I cared about. I was sad at first but I accepted it. Normally I have to deal with all the pressure of making sure no one fighting, people are happy, everyone getting along, no one is upset with me, taking care of everyone.

Yet I realized something when the last person rejected me. Im completely and utterly alone. Which also means I have no pressure to impress everyone and I not giving myself headaches anymore.

I can go were every I want, die wherever I want, walk off a cliff no one would notice or care. I have no more obligations to impress anyone. I mean I know I lost everything but now that I have nothing I can do whatever I please.

I dont even really feel sad anymore im just free. I not even sure how I am still functioning right now. I dont really have any reason to live anymore. I was always told I had to consider everyone elses feeling, and be there for everyone, and take care of everyone. Now I have nothing.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Make it count.
    Use this new found freedom to improve your life, not to end it.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk
    9 years ago

    so the meanin of life is makin other peoples happy?

    fuck that

    id be all fatalistic and maudlin and robotrippin on nihilism UNTIL them other pesky needy peoples went away

    then and only then id be happy

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  • regisphilbin
    9 years ago

    You seem a liberated and enlightened soul.

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  • seekelp
    9 years ago

    Never forget: you're condemned to death no matter what.

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