Is it normal i’ve been obsessed with this character and actress lately?

I don’t know if it’s like some sort of celebrity crush but I’ve really been thinking about Danielle Harris a lot lately. I remember seeing her in Halloween 5 when I was 10, and I made a post about my thoughts on her at the time.

(https://www.isitnormal.com/post/is-this-a-normal-way-to-feel-about-a-fictional-character--288104).

She just seems like a cool person. I remember being big into horror at the same age she was when I saw her in the movie, and she was also big into the genre from an early age. She seems like someone I would have really liked when I was that age. But sadly she was already an adult by the time I saw it.

And before writing this I watched a video where she was having sex with a guy, and there was a joke that he wanted to do it when he saw her in the movie but she was 10, and he backtracked saying he was 10 at the time. I felt relieved seeing that, because people seem to think kids don’t have sexual thoughts, which I know from experience is complete BS.

Maybe I’m looking too deeply into this, but her character really connected with me on a personal level, but I can’t quite put it into words. Being the youngest sibling, I never had someone else to look after, and seeing her act so scared perhaps gave me the idea of being her protector or something.

Maybe it’s true that you want what you can’t have. Perhaps the fact that it’s literally impossible for me to have known her at that age makes me wish for it more.

I’m sorry if this didn’t make much sense, like I said I can’t really put this into words. I guess the bottom line is that I think this actress is very cool and has been since she was a kid, and I really related to a character she played that I saw on tv during an important part of my life, but what exactly I related to I’m still not entirely sure.