Is it normal horny for my brother?
When I was young my older brother always just wore pajamas with nothing underneath, and the outline of his penis was always pretty visible. I would always fantasize about my older brother and I was so inexperienced and I got turned on thinking about how good he could make me feel and how much he could probably teach me.
Then we went off to college and I barely got to see him, but that only made my desire stronger. Now he graduated and lives in another state, has a job and a girlfriend. I'm 18 now and I still have feelings for him. I had a boyfriend but even when I was with him I always thought about my brother. For example when we had sex I closed my eyes and imagined it was not my boyfriend in bed with me but my brother. I'm positive that if we somehow did get to fool around, his girlfriend would never find out. But I'm too shy to tell him how I really feel.