Iin? help me..

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I'm in a dilemma.
I'm homosexual.
In my heart, I have always wanted a soulmate in my life. I met a lot of gays on some websites, they have had sexual experiences and bfs before my age. I sincerely wish I could have one too.
However, when I thought of having a soulmate in real life, like someone said he wanted to date me, and he wanted to contact me after this. I felt insecure, anxious, uncomfortable that I just blocked him. I'm just afraid of really having a bf.
One of the reasons will be that my society is not receptive to gays, even my family too. Coming out would mean destroying my family.

Could it be that I'm not confident enough? Some said that I'm cute, but I'm really skinny, don't make up myself, I'm not manly. Would someone like me?

What happen to me? Am I normal? Need some advice.. please comment...
Thank you very much... !!!!

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  • stebilli89
    7 years ago

    It completely normal. And this is coming from a heterosexual guy. Dude, your anxiety is getting the better of you. But look at this link, it helped me with anxiety:

    http://rachelbritton.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Where-the-magic-happens-e1419004173995.jpg

    Also, go on a site called Elefriends. This site is way too harsh generally. Sorry guys, no offence!

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  • mysistersshadow
    7 years ago

    What is your culture or country your in?

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  • sandnigga
    7 years ago

    Of course there are people who would like you :)

    But me personally I just cannot see myself married to a dude lol

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  • [Old Memory]
    7 years ago

    Wait until you're a little older. Not everyone has those experiences when they're young.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      7 years ago

      Do you mean that I should think of it until I am older?

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