Iin, getting annoyed when my day isn't planned out infront of me?
everything worries me. if i don't know what is going on i freak out. for example it could just be a meet up with friends which is WEEKS away, and if i don't know in my head weeks in advance the exact time we're meeting on that day i could go insane and find it hard to sleep. that's just minor, when i have a lot of things going on in one day i freak out if i can't lay it down and see everything i have to do. i put it down to never having time to destress and give myself some time but i always forget. it's when i started to notice things similar to the example i gave that i realised things probably weren't normal. this may sound kinda funny to some but please take this seriously because i'm starting to think this might not be normal x)