Is it normal for urges to be stronger one moment and not as much the next?
i fell asleep and had a dream about my foot fetish. this woman was letting me lick her feet and stuff, glad i can feel most of my dreams. and now that i am awake it seems its all i'm trying to find. trying to find chat rooms just for the fetish i have. wanting to join a site and find someone of the opposite sex who likes having someone perform the fetish i have on them. so far i'm having no luck finding a site that is for that, that doesn't cost monthly. and the free version sucks so bad its basically forcing you to wanting to pay. well, its not forcing you, a person can decide whether or not its worth it.
anyways, is it normal i'm like on a steroid foot fetish high right now? really wish i didn't wake up from that dream.