Is it normal for me to think me and my straight best friend like each other?
hey soo I'm asking for advice about my best friend who is straight that I think I like he's a guy & I am too I'm also straight, so he still continues to say he loves me and playfully acts gay with me and the other day he just grabbed my hand when we were walking home and I let him for like a min and then took my hand away, and recently I slept over at his house and his brother left to college so there are 2 beds in his room but and a couch our other friend slept on the couch but my friend told me to sleep with him, so I did at fist he hugged me while we were sleeping and I let him for like 2 min then told him to get off me. I don't want anyone to think I'm gay that night I honestly wanted to kiss him like really really bad! We slept in the same bed and I just want to know what to do I really want to kiss him but everyone knows he acts gay with me and people ask him if he's gay and he says no I just act gay with me and if I kiss him I don't want to ruin our friendship help?