Is it normal for a straight man to want love from other men?
First of all I am a straight man but I am very ugly so I cannot get any women to date me. I am not gay but I am very jealous of good looking and attractive men who can have sex with several women easily. As a result I want to become intimate and close with an attractive man, preferably a male model, just to experience what that lifestyle is like. I am not attracted to men however I can recognize male beauty even though there is no sexual attraction involved there. I get turned on thinking about how women find good looking men attractive and as a result I want to be feel loved by an attractive man. He should have a cute/handsome face and sexy/athletic body.