Is it normal find porn disgusting, degrading, wrong, and i get off on it anyway

It's recently dawned on me how fake, gross, and all around wrong pornography is. I feel so bad for the girls in the videos, because I know most of them aren't actually enjoying it at all. I can't help but think of what a shit life they must have if they have that little amount of respect for their own bodies, and I know they will most likely never know what it's like to really love someone or be loved by someone else. I'm sure some of them legitimately just straight up love having sex, plain and simple. And if they can make money that way, more power to them. But I highly doubt that's true for very many of them.

And yet, I still find myself logging on to adult websites and jerkin off just as much as I always have before I started thinking into it this deeply. I can't help it. I just find tits and asses so beautiful, especially when they're bouncing around because the girl's vagina is geting fucked, same goes for a pretty face sucking on a big dick. I feel like I'm depriving myself when I try to force myself not to watch it since I have the opportunity to. Truth be told, I don't even feel that guilty about it most of the time, I just feel as though I should feel guilty. But my realization of how gross it is doesn't stop the girls from doing what they do, so why not take advantage? That's still pretty fucked up though. It's more like I feel guilty about not feeling guilty lol

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

    "I know most of them aren't actually enjoying it at all"

    How do you know this?

    Gone are the days when women are drugged into making porns. These days WOMEN are often the ones in control, owning their own companies, pulling the bigger paycheck.

    Seriously. WOMEN easily earn 100-250K a year in porn.
    The average male pay is about 40K. ... yeah less than half of what the *lower* end of the women earn.

    perhaps it's not as horrible for girls as you think

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    • Yea, but those are superficial benefits. I don't believe that really makes them happy, no matter how much money they're making.

      Also, I'm pretty sure a lot of them are still drugged up. By their own choice, sure, but do healthy-minded people who are truly happy with themselves and their lives usually do those sorts of things? I really don't think so, but what do I know.

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      • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

        You assume they are doing drugs. That's just an assumption. it doesn't make it reality.

        What you don't realize in porn is that they actually film it "backwards".

        They do the "money shot" first and then film the other scenes. It takes the pressure off.

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  • Shackleford96

    Ha! Nope :)

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  • aussiewolf

    yes it is degrading and wrong and that is exactly why i get off on it.

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  • trickydick

    I'd love to do some porn, and watch it on the net, I love pretty Asian girls

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  • I think you have come to terms with who you are, and you don't like it, but you aren't strong enough to change it.

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  • Pisslan616

    I have to search really hard for a porn video that I like because most porn turns me off rather than on.

    Home made porn I guess is the answer. It's more likely to be real and you know the people are enjoying it.

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  • rin

    They don't stop doing what they do because so many people watch/buy it. Hopefully they do enjoy it. Maybe people see it as degrading (which I agree somewhat) b/c most porn is directed at a male audience and men direct the videos.

    but take femdom for example. If the majority of people enjoyed watching that then what would we be saying about it? That it is degrading to men?

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