Is it normal feel like people can hear and see my thoughts?
Since I was a child I would feel afraid. At first I thought it was just because I was a kid I was afraid of things but it never went away. It was bearable for years until I reached the 8th grade, that's when things stared up again. I don't know why but at random times I will feel threatened. I feel like someone is behind me and begin to cower and run away. It will happen anywhere whether I am alone in my room or in a public place.
I used to lock the door, cover windows with sheets and stand in the corner of the room because of how afraid I become. I get so scared I can't move because I feel like someone is watching me all the time.
I've also started to become afraid to think at times. In school it'd think something negative or positive about someone and suddenly feel like everyone knows what I'm thinking. I then start to make random noises or sing a song loudly in my head and then jump from random topic to another that don't make sense in hopes of confusing whoever is listening and I try to refrain from thinking.
I feel so violated and threatened when this happens. Also I can be quite moody and apathetic and not care at all from someones well being. I distance myself from my friends and prefer to be alone a majority of my day. I'm also become angry and irritated easily but hold back my extremely violent emotions. I get anxious a lot too.
I talked to my friends uncle who is a counselor and said he thinks I might have paranoia or schizophrenia but I'm not sure. All I know is is that I feel like I'm going crazy.
Is this normal?