Is it normal eyes can make you feel this way?
I kinda know (Well Know, know) this girl that was lightly flirting with me early on during my current education.. That flirting thing starting dying' out pretty quickly though....
But her eyes, eyes that i have never ever seen before managed to suck out my soul and insert a giant cloud of pain instead... Knowing i might never pull anything off with this girl, also because even though i might entertain her i still feel insecure around her which is a kind of weakness she might notice...
But those eyes... Like the moment we both have eyecontact it's almost perfect.. Pure perfection.. And somehow it hurts?.. Because i cant have what i want?.. Or maybe i don't even want it, or perhaps i'm too lazy to fight for this Magdalena....
I just don't get it, even though i kinda had a crush on her which i don't do anymore.. I still get nervous around her, and those eyes still seem to smother me.. I simply just suffocate for some reason...
IIN?... I don't want these feelings for anyone but it just happens... And she does seem interested in one way.. I still talk to her sometimes but.. it just seems awkward alot of times, and.. That gets to me.. Hurts me for some reason.