Is it normal eyes can make you feel this way?

I kinda know (Well Know, know) this girl that was lightly flirting with me early on during my current education.. That flirting thing starting dying' out pretty quickly though....

But her eyes, eyes that i have never ever seen before managed to suck out my soul and insert a giant cloud of pain instead... Knowing i might never pull anything off with this girl, also because even though i might entertain her i still feel insecure around her which is a kind of weakness she might notice...

But those eyes... Like the moment we both have eyecontact it's almost perfect.. Pure perfection.. And somehow it hurts?.. Because i cant have what i want?.. Or maybe i don't even want it, or perhaps i'm too lazy to fight for this Magdalena....

I just don't get it, even though i kinda had a crush on her which i don't do anymore.. I still get nervous around her, and those eyes still seem to smother me.. I simply just suffocate for some reason...

IIN?... I don't want these feelings for anyone but it just happens... And she does seem interested in one way.. I still talk to her sometimes but.. it just seems awkward alot of times, and.. That gets to me.. Hurts me for some reason.

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Based on 12 votes (8 yes)
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  • KeepsakeDoll

    I guess you're just physically attracted to that quality. It won't get you anywhere, but it seems normal/harmless enough.

    As for her being possibly interested, don't get your hopes up. No offense or anything.

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    • Never got my hopes up in the first place.. I'm not like that, i'm filth.. Careless filth. I like to drink and swear 24/7. I'm toxic waste....

      But who are you to go on about stuff like that?.. You don't even know what this kind of situation is like.. IN MY SHOES... So back right off.

      I take no pity, and no offense... I just really want a beer.

      And of course, the attraction won't get me anywhere... I know that, how am i supposed to get anywhere with something i could possibly never touch?.. Something so rare..... But i'll let it rest in my dreams, that feels really good.

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      • KeepsakeDoll

        I don't even know what you're talking about in that second paragraph.

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        • Well then that makes you a very robot-like and boring human being.

          Make change :>

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