Is it normal exercising makes me feel suicidal
I've been exercising a lot recently and sometimes get a bit down or depressed after exercising, however today was really bad. During exercising I felt an extreme amount of depression overcome me, I had to stop exercising and I just broke down into tears. I really came close to hurting myself, I had a knife against my neck that I was digging into my skin because I really just wanted to cut my throat and end it all. I don't know why I get like this, the feeling and emotions just randomly overcome me and I just want to kill myself. I do have depression, however I've noticed it's the worst when I'm trying to exercise.