Is it normal everyone thinks im retarded, and i'm just pretending not to be

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Does everyone do this? In my natural state, have a lot of "autistic" behaviors, but I try to keep them hidden, from doctor/psychologist as well, because I find it shameful. i "sperg out" sometimes, and people seem a bit uncomfortable by it, but i don't really know, I usually ask, in a roundabout way, if people are mad or hate me, they always say no, but i think they're just patronizing and I'm actually retarded. IIN?

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    One: you are NOT retarded. Two: I don't think you annoy people half as much as you think.

    I used to know a kid in high school and he had moderate case of aspergers. Sometimes he would use difference accents or be very opinionated but he wasn't all that weird or annoying. We got along fine.

    On another note, is your psychologist your therapist or do you just talk about your autism with him?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      You're a nice guy :)) thank you for your kindness
      the therapist was just someone from my university's mental health services, honestly I don't feel like it helped much, but like I said I didn't really speak directly about autistic type of symptoms cuz I was too ashamed and try to hide them in real life

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  • Arm0se
    8 years ago

    How can someone pretend not to be retarded? It's not something you can just turn off.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      You can learn how "normal" people act and then just copy them even tho it doesn't come natural u can pass as normal this way

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    How exactly do you sperg out?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Talking too much about things no one cares about

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      • RoseIsabella
        8 years ago

        Hmm... Yeah, a lady I used to know had a 16 year old daughter who would get all excited about stuff elementary kids would normally be into. Her daughter seemed normal at first, but then she's all ape shit about a cartoon called Total Drama Island. Anyway she supposedly was an Aspie. Nice, cheerful kid though.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk
    8 years ago

    lotsa peoples hide behind a buncha syndromes and use em as an excuse for actin a jackass when they could just stop actin a jackass

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Yeah
      I do just "stop" but that's what I mean by that I'm just pretending not to be retarded
      Feels like my natural state is a sperglord

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