Is it normal cruel and unusual punishment
All my life my family has always looked down on me. They adopted me when I was 5 years old. I'm 18 now, and have grown up in a very religious family. They are Seventh Day Adventists. Every aspect of my life is controlled. I try to go through the motions and be a good and obedient religious boy, but it's hard. I question a lot of the things I'm taught. Everyone around me just seems like they are brainwashed and questioning anything is considered sinful and from the devil.
Anyways, as a young boy I've become very aroused much of the time. I know it's wrong but I cannot stop thinking about girls. I started getting into porn when I was 14 and have managed to keep it a secret all this time. I always make sure to erase my internet history and hide any files I download deep inside the file system. I work part time after school at a grocery store and most of my money goes to the church, but I get to keep a little for school lunch. I saved up my money and decided to order a porn movie. This movie happened to be really quite sick. It involved anal and rough blowjobs where the girls puke and get slapped. I know I'm sick. I'm ashamed.
We have family movie night once a week after church and dinner. I noticed that my mom and sister were acting especially chilly toward me all day and I was getting pretty nervous. After dinner my mom had me sit between her and her sister and my dad sat in the easy chair next to the couch. Mom said "We have a very special movie for tonight," and turned on the tv. There it was. It was the porn I had ordered. They'd searched my room. The movie was over an hour long and they made me sit between them and watch the entire thing. The whole time they were taunting me and saying things like "You like watching these little harlots degrade themselves you little demon spawn pervert? I bet you do." My sister slapped my face. My father called me a little faggot.
At about the 30 minute mark I couldn't control it. I got an erection. I just couldn't stop it. I wasn't even really aroused because I was so uncomfortable but it happened anyway. My mom got up and retrieved the bible from the coffee table and slammed it down on my penis. I screamed in pain and everybody took turns spitting on my face and in my hair. They made me sit back down on the couch and continued taunting me and occasionally slapping and spitting at me until the movie ended. Then my mom said "Go to bed." In the morning they told me they were disowning me and that I have the rest of the day to clear out my things and get out. I live on the street now. I spend my day on the computer at the library and sleep on the street. I got fired from my job because my mom knows the manager who is also Seventh Day Adventist. My life is ruined. Is it normal for religious families to disown their own people like this? Is there anything I can do to get back with them? Sorry for the long post but I had to get it out. Thank you for reading