Is it normal christianity makes me super depressed
Recently I had a demon haunt my room. We got rid of it. It made me believe heaven, hell and ghosts are real. So I stopped doing the one thing which keeps me somewhat happy. I watch and read a lot of gay Romance but remain totally abstinent. I know god despises gay's and that sort of stuff but if I don't keep praying the demon might come back. So either I behave and keep the demon away or live with the demon and not sleep till I die from lack of sleep.