Is it normal blowjob

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So I had a blowjob today at local school, most expensive one in my life (someone stole my 1.2K bike). And i just didn't care for it physically. Mentally I admired her sexual desires that allowed her to receive such enjoyment from seeing/performing such acts. However it was really hard to stay even semi-hard I never did become hard the whole time. So I arrive home after calling the police, and uhm pull up a blowjob video just out of curiousity. I really don't understand the attraction to penises, but watching a girl do it is pretty sexy. If I was watching as I received one I am sure I could have became hard. But then at end of it I don't feel pleasure from ejactulation, so masturbation really is a chore. I'd rather just watch my gf do some guy, or girl, or just have me orally pleasure her/stimulate with my hand and avoid myself being touched at all. I just mentally get off from it, I watch porn a lot but unfornately I am young so my sex drive is higher so I physically react to it. I'm going to the doctors soon to receive medication to lower it or be rid of it all together. That I can just watch and appreciate it for what it is. I love it from an anatomical prespective and with the girls just to watch their bodies contract, and the level of passion in some videos is astounding to just watch the biology, and chemistry of it all.

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago

    A problem Ive heard about watching too much porn is that it can make someone not be able to function during real sex because they are used to needing porn.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Of course you reply lmao, yeah I was comtemplating that the whole time writing. Which I actually think that effect is good thing, let's you last longer. Like I said I don't care for a finale. That's what I was driving at, not good at reaching a point lol. I'm more of an asexual, and my body physically doesn't respond that way. Thus I seek medication to supress my sex drive. Is that normal lol

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      • [Old Memory]
        8 years ago

        I don't know what's normal. I do take meds that have lowered my sex drive as a side effect. The benefit is I am not fixated on sex but the bad part is if I were to have sex I might not be able to function which has been a problem for me. I'm not asexual but I border on it but am not sure if that is due to pills or bad experiences. As a teenager and early 20's I remember having more of a sex drive while now I am 31 and don't care about sex much and it actually seems more burdening than anything.

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          8 years ago

          Thanks, that's a really honest prespective on the issue. Yeah I've heard males peak at early 20's and starts to tapper off around 30-35. Where girls are the opposite, god has a hell of a humour. I was thinking though if you couldn't naturally perform you could just take viagra for your partners sake. But I can understand where you're coming from as well, you just don't enjoy it as much and that can be depressing if mentally you want to. Would all so contradict the medications intent depending on what you're taking as well.

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          • [Old Memory]
            8 years ago

            I'm not sure if viagra would work or not. I can still get a boner although sometimes it doesn't stay. I have more of a problem getting off, which some may say that is good to preform for a long time, but actually it's just irritating and girls I've had sex with in the past have taken it personally even though I did really like them.
            Overall sex and dating has been more problems for me than anything and is something I am unsure if I can even enjoy doing anymore.

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            • Anonymous Post Author
              8 years ago

              Yeah it increases the blood flow to the area, but I suppose that wouldn't help with being desensitised. I guess the only thing you can do is find someone who understands the situation. But you know these "problems" are blessings in disguise. They allow us to reflect on life, identify what we want, who we want, and how we want it. The path takes longer but never settle, life is a war... a cold war. We seek the light in the darkness that will bring us warmth, just make sure to stay to true to yourself. It is hard to just say that I know, but it is all so about compromise too. Joing together to put the other before you. Once you find someone willing to do that with you the rest will fall into the place. Is the wait that kills you though however if you put yourself in places you enjoy being then the odds of that signifcant other being there are pretty high.

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