Is it normal at all that i get violent when i'm happy?

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I'm a pretty decent person, I guess. I try not to be a douche, I'm pretty laid back, and I'm a sort of hard-working physics, math, and pre-law student with a nice family and a nice boyfriend. I've been depressed pretty much since infancy, but I feel okay now.

I mean, I'm usually sad, but I think it's better that way.

Because, when I am happy, see something I like, or something good happens to me, I somehow want to hurt or kill someone. Especially the latter... regretfully. I mean, it's probably not normal to want to... do that when one is HAPPY...

I like people as a whole, but I highly dislike the general public (a normal thing).

Though I do feel as if I wouldn't mind gruesomely... you know, I have nothing against anyone in particular, really. I, as a person, wouldn't hurt anyone unless in self-defense.

But just AHHHHH when I get happy... OH MY GOSH...

Is that normal AT ALL? Do I have any hope? There must be SOMEONE like that who's a decent person??

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  • howaminotmyself
    9 years ago

    I don't think you know what happy means. Part of happiness is an inner calm, doesn't sound like you have that. You are excitable. Maybe bipolar? I think talking to a professional might help.

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    • sheven
      9 years ago

      I agree, you should probably seek professional help if this thing gets much more severe (imparing every day life).

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  • TrustMeImLying
    9 years ago

    You've got me intrigued. Do you think the happiness you speak of may just be incredibly exaggerated confidence? Like... feeling omnipotent? You're happy, and feel you can do anything, and so that sense of power translates into wanting to enact that power onto someone else?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      No. I'm 5 feet (152cm) tall and 95lb (43.1kg). I'm 0% power and I know my limits 100% of the time.

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      • TrustMeImLying
        9 years ago

        I didn't mean physical power, but emotional/mental.

        Does your happiness make you you want to do anything reckless or impulsive? Not killing obviously, but like driving fast or impulsive shopping etc

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          9 years ago

          Not really. Sometimes, I run around in circles, or flail around and say, "Whoa, I'm happy! I want to mutilate someone's face!!" It's sort of awkward

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      • Alquen
        9 years ago

        95 lbs?!?!
        I could pick you up with one arm.

        You probably don't have to worry about killing people, as long as you're not carrying a weapon or doing a sneak attack.

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  • dirtybirdy
    9 years ago

    Bjork knows.

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    • iEatZombies_
      9 years ago

      I <3 that song.
      =}

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      • dirtybirdy
        9 years ago

        :D I have made it my lifes work studying Human Behavior. Will I ever realize that's There's More to Life Than This?? Just yesterday I saw Venus as a Boy and he was writing Pagan Poetry for his Bachelorette. They will go Unravel with some Big Time Sensuality in a Hidden Place. Possibly Maybe 9 months later there will be a little Isobel and she will provide their daily Alarm Call.

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        • iEatZombies_
          9 years ago

          Simply beautiful, you dirty bitch. Muah! =D
          Here's a Sugarcube for your coffee. *bloop*

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  • tokillanally
    9 years ago

    http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/284/998/a04.jpg

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  • flyingnostalgia
    9 years ago

    No, get help!

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  • DubstepismyMJ
    9 years ago

    Interesting ive never heard of a person like you before.

    How do you feel when you see killers and killings in media?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      Ehm, I definitely don't find killings disgusting, though I see killers as stuck-up buttholes. In high school, I was obsessed with the especially gruesome killings. I mean, surely most people find killers/killings fascinating at one point or another, though.

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  • thegildedfallacy
    9 years ago

    This seems anomalous to me. Usually contentment and euphoria inspire feelings of good-will.

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