Is it normal a 21 year old guy to faps to a school girl he liked when they were 12?
I was and still am very shy to the opposite sex, but when I first laid my eyes on her (she was like an angel, the prettiest girl i ever seen, pale skinned, lovely blond hair, beautiful blur eyes, oh how i used to look under her skirt while sitting on the back) since she transferred to our school it was love at first sight, but I could never speak to her, tho I would intentionally bump on her sometimes and we would pretend it was an accident, she left after a single term and in 9 years I never forgot her, been through High School, now at College yet I cant get over her and still fap to her on a regular basis. I have no real friends let along girl friends, so I can never share with anyone, so am sharing here. I know my image of her is her childhood self (I searched her many times on FB but there are way too many people with the same name as her). but by now she is the same age as me, so it isnt wrong I hope...