Is it normal a 21 year old guy to faps to a school girl he liked when they were 12?

I was and still am very shy to the opposite sex, but when I first laid my eyes on her (she was like an angel, the prettiest girl i ever seen, pale skinned, lovely blond hair, beautiful blur eyes, oh how i used to look under her skirt while sitting on the back) since she transferred to our school it was love at first sight, but I could never speak to her, tho I would intentionally bump on her sometimes and we would pretend it was an accident, she left after a single term and in 9 years I never forgot her, been through High School, now at College yet I cant get over her and still fap to her on a regular basis. I have no real friends let along girl friends, so I can never share with anyone, so am sharing here. I know my image of her is her childhood self (I searched her many times on FB but there are way too many people with the same name as her). but by now she is the same age as me, so it isnt wrong I hope...

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  • dirtybirdy

    Ok so "your image of her is her childhood self".....so you're jackin to a kid. How about you use your fuckin imagination and do some mental age progression, you dirty swine!! Or better yet, get over it and look at bitches your own age. I'm gonna puke a pellet.

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    • Tommythecaty

      Haha well put

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  • farkelu

    Masturbation often involves fantasy. As long as that's all it is, I don't see a problem with it.

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  • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

    Normal to jerk off but if ur imagining her as a kid thats a door you want to keep closed and never allow ur self to go down that road. They torture ppl in prison for that.

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    • Well the only image of her I have now is from when we were 12, I am never attracted to kids in general, thats horrible to even think about, but its just her I love, I loved for 9 years, I set eyes on no other girls, and the only image I have is of her innocent beautiful 12 year old self. I swear if I know what she looks like now I would do it to her present day form, but thats not the case. Still I am not harming anyone. If only I was brave enough to ask her out back then.

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      • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

        I wouldn't tell anybody about it in real life. Don't let that stuff get away from you. Next thing you know FBI might get ya

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  • my_life_my_way

    You just need to meet some real girls. Go to a bar and pick up some slut then after the first time, you might get over your shyness.

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  • Fussmann

    Are you imaging her as a 21 year old or as a 12 year old? If you're jerkin' it to the mental image of a little year old girl, yeah mate thats pretty fucking fucked.

    Also, "by now she is the same age as me" is not how age gaps work. The age gap, if there was one, is and always will be exactly the same.

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