Iis it normal i still miss him so much

My friend died last year in unexplained circumstances. He had been travelling and he had been in close contact with me and told me he was suicidal shortly before his death, his family claim that it was from illness. I don't believe it and nor does anyone who knew him. I told him he needed to come home and I'd planned with him to fly out to the country he was staying in with the intention of bringing hin home. Anyway. It's been over a year since he died and I still think about him constantly. IIN?

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  • bigbangd2

    Sometimes your best friends the right one for you.

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  • ygrowup

    I am so sorry for you, but time has a way of healing this pain. It's very normal though!

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  • It's hard to separate from those you love. Even after death. It's normal.

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  • ThisIsNotAUsername

    I lost my best friend to suicide back in 2006. At first, it took a few good years to come to terms with it. I mean, i saw the guy everyday! We spoke constantly. For it all to just stop like that, it was just surreal.
    As the years go on, you think about them less and less, but you never forget them! They will always be apart of you, for as long as you let them. You just have to stop and think, would they really want you to stop living your life because they stopped living theirs?

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