If i see a disabled person while eating, it feels like i'm eating them
If I'm in the presence of a disabled person when I'm eating, I feel as if it's their flesh I'm eating. This doesn't please/disgust me, but weirds me out a bit, since you know, I don't want to feel like I'm eating someone's flesh. I don't have cannibalistic instincts. This only happens when the disability is physically apparent. I've grown up with a cousin who has cerebral palsy, and this cousin is a very close friend of mine, yet I don't feel like this when I'm eating with her.