I wont eat in front of my bf... is that normal?

Its common to be self-conscious and worried about being judged. And women are almost taught to obsess about weight.

You are making the wrong assumptions here from what you say and seeing criticism where there is none. So relax.

And if you ever met a guy who would be so rude and disrespectful to behave that way - or to refer to you, for example, as a "disgusting cow" - dump his sorry ass and don't look back.

Guys hate that girls wont eat in front of them, everyone eats food, guys want a girl who eats!

My x gf was the same way! Until i smacked her and told her not to be dumb, aha jk. If he loves you he will love everything about you. Even if you pig out and get food all over you

its scary at first for me too with a new bf but then i get used to it and my bf luckily eats way more than me haha but i have burping contests with him all the time lol but i lose.. just remember everyone eats and jst dont eat like a wild animal and youll be fine haha <3 amanda

Yeah it's normal to feel that way.. at least to a certain extent. I used to feel like that until my senior year.

lol after that, I just thought "watev this is how I eat, deal with it." Especially when I was really hungry.

But I've been dating my boyfriend for a few months short of 2 years (woohoo lol), and sometimes I eat really sloppy in front of him because I've gotten really comfortable with him, (with other relationships I felt what you are going through feeling like I had to look neat and "lady like" etc at every meal... really impossible at BBQ's btw)

But yeah, I am living proof you can eat however you want if you find a loving, amazing & accepting dude =) lol

I wouldnt sweat it, I've been with my bf over a year and I still don't like him to watch me eat. I get paranoid that he pictures me eating his cock instead ( which he has admitted to doing) I don't understand it because there's nothing sexy about biting and chewing :/ but if I get hungry, its not like I starve myself to avoid eating in front of him bc we spend a lot of time together.

i think your solution is to either:
A. accept yourself as you are, and/or
B. try to workout, eat right, and lose a little weight. You may be naturally a little "plump", and that's fine, but at least this way you've improved yourself (more healthy) and done all you can.

That's pretty stupid, to be honest. That's a really sexist way to think of the relationships between men and women. You think your boyfriend will be disgusted by you if you eat? If you feel that insecure about the way he feels about you, maybe you shouldn't be dating him.

I think you need to suck it up and get over it. If he was disgusted by your day-to-day activities that you know, KEEP YOU ALIVE, I doubt he'd be dating you.