I wish to have a real friend but i cant find it,iin?
i dont know why i dont have any friends in real life, i tryed to search it but all i get just a laught from me or they outside my eyes saying bad words on me. i am always feel alone after school im going home , i dont want to go to the city i affraid what other peoples thinking about me , i feel so bad, so i stay at home with my brothers, sometimes i think why i was born in this world? i have nothing good only a short family. i was bullied every where in my skool because i am tall white girl and i am wearing glasses. everyone hates me i know that no 1 likes me all my life its just a piece of robish fill with loneless, and i am useless. thats why i cant have friends because i know one thing'' they just take not give'' if you have something on the table then you will have friends...