I wish to cease. but i'm afraid of the void.

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I know it's pointless, I understand that it all means nothing. I have no desire to go on, no reason to live, and yet i fear death. I lack the capability to end it. So i just keep moving on. No joy, no pain, no worry, no relief. Just... existence. Why do i fear the end of a void? I know full well it's not normal to feel this way, what i'm asking, is if you were in my situation, and stuck with my lifeless state of my mind, do you think it would be normal to fear death?

No, it isn't. 3
In any situation it's normal 6
yes, it is normal to fear death in that situation 4
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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    It's normal to be afraid of the unknown, especially when there's no turning back.

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  • Teemo11
    6 years ago

    Whatever you feel and however lost you are or have no hope remember that suicide is no solution its just not. If you dont feel what im telling you or think i am cliche answer on the internet just take this advice and follow it. Whatever you do dont kill yourself its not solution it will make things worse. People who care about you and love you (i know there are) are going to be so hurt its beyond explainable. Even if you cant imagine how impossible for you is now or you see no different exist hold onto suicidal thoughts and try to seek help. Talks to someone be open about your problems and how you feel dont keep it inside just open up to someone you love or trust.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      It may not be a solution, but it is an end. I no longer have anything left to feel for them. So although I'm conscious of the suffering it may cause i feel no reason not to do it anyways. But however much i want to, i can't do it. I'm just not capable.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    You sound very depressed, dear heart.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      I don't even feel sad any more, it's just... nothing. Nothing but mechanical living, going to work, school, eat, and sleep. I see no point in getting up and repeating this cycle, and yet i do it anyways. I just keep going.

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  • Spence1125
    6 years ago

    You are totally depressed. Get help Life is good.

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