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I wish I was never born because life is hard and pointless. The only reason I am still alive is because for some reason I can't kill myself. I think its because I fear death. I fear the pain of death and what will actually happen when I die.
Life is tough, you just gotta push through. It's normal to think like this when you're in a tight spot, but a better option is to make a plan of action and follow through.
That thought pops into my head at least once a day. It's probably normal.
I'm glad you are still alive! What are some things you are interested in, or even passionate about?
Yes, Read Better To have Never Been , by David Benetar. You are probably an antinatalist.
I agree.
But, not caring also frees you up to take risks.
You shouldn't have much fear of failure at anything.
If you don't fear death, what is there to fear?
Just try to enjoy the things in life that are good, that do make you happy.
Why fear death? Nothing will bad happen. You will finally be at peace with yourself.
Your parents wish you weren’t born either but you don’t hear them complaining
You're right when it comes to my father. He has been living the past two decades acting oblivious to the fact he has 2 kids.He only lives about 30 miles away from us. He knows we exist and that we are his kids but he never gave a shit and left my mom to take care of us. My mother is amazing and did a lot for us. My mom probably did have thoughts where she wished she never had me or my sibling because she has us when she was very young and poor. I don't blame her.