I wish i was insane

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I wish i were insane because when ever i see a psychopath on television they seem so smart and independent and and impenetrable and i want to be like that to and not have to depend on people. and i want to be free to do what i want without so may things holding me back and i want people not to predict what i do or know anything about me. im tired of wanting friends and stuff i just want be alone im tired of all these mean people that i have to deal with .like im alone but i have to go to school with these little kids who think their grown up and think they are so sexy when they barely got anything worth working with.like i wouldn't really care if a school shooter just happend to be insane and killed every one there except me though of course but i don't want to be the insane that makes you see things and cuz i can just get high if i want to see some freaky stuff but i don't want to see stuff that i never intended on see lke some scary look swamp dweller looking girl in a nasty white dress and stuff like that i want to see magical frogs and i want to fly and i want to see people spit in half right before my eyes at least thats what i think i want...

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  • paramore93
    6 years ago

    If you were truly insane you wouldn't know you were, so it'd be pointless.
    Also, mental illness is torture, nobody should want to be mentally ill, this in itself suggests that you are ill yourself.

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  • Whatkatedid
    6 years ago

    Being insane isn't romantic or liberating, it's a prison, both mentally and physically.

    First of all you won't be able to escape the bondage of your mind, it will be a lonely, depressing torture. It's nothing like being an evil villain in the movies.

    If you want to experience it walk into a hospital and tell them you are suicidal. You'll be placed in a cement room with a camera in the corner for at least 24 hours. Make sure to tell them you have a plan and intend to follow through.

    During your stay if you resist them at all, or back talk, you'll be strapped down and given a sedative, the first of many mind altering drugs that will be coming over the next few days.

    You won't be able to eat or shit without permission.

    After 24 hrs, if you're lucky, you will be given a room, interviewed and placed on meds that will turn your brain into a clouded mush, and strip any emotion you have from you. Basically you'll be a zombie.

    Until you can prove you aren't a nutjob through this hazy, drug addled stupor you are now in, you'll be held. You'll be told what to do at all hours of the day and night. You'llbe treated as sub human. You'll believe you are insane when the doctors talk to you in riddles, while feeding you more drugs.

    It's a complete utter nightmare.

    Try this out, let us know if you still want to be insane. Because if you really do go insane, it will be your permanent life, again, if you're lucky. Most likely you'll be tossed in the street and left to fend for yourself.

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    • FroggyBunBunzz
      6 years ago

      so your saying that the docters will make me insane okay.but thats not the kind of insane i want to be

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    • YouKnowWho
      6 years ago

      You realise immediately suicidal is just one type of "insane"? OP sounds like they wanna have ASPD.

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      • Whatkatedid
        6 years ago

        I used suicide as a way for this person to experience it and because I have first hand knowledge of how someone was treated in that situation. I realize there are many forms but they are all mental prisons.

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  • BleedingPain
    6 years ago

    When the media portrays anything, it will never be accurate. The media like to glorify the misfortunes of others.

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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    That doesn't describe insanity. What you described sounds like you want to have a more healthy outlook if anything. You obviously already have psychological issues.

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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    I couldn’t really read your grammar. That said insanity is not fun like everyone thinks it is. It’s painful for everyone and it’s dangerous. I’m glad for people who are complete psychopaths because they don’t have to feel anything. But the road it takes for those people to get there is completely horrific.

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    • FroggyBunBunzz
      6 years ago

      i will see for myself my life is pretty horrific already and i feel like im cursed bcuz everything goes wrong..so oh well if it is.i always seee these types of comments where they say it is horrific you don't know that cuz you haven't gone down that road.

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      • [Old Memory]
        6 years ago

        I do know that actually. I have gone down that road, I just haven’t reached the end yet. One day though I will probably die because of it. Im just saying that because im tired of people who haven’t experienced it saying they wish they had it. But if you absolutely don’t have any type of hope left in life, then I understand you wanting to go insane. I feel the same way. But it’s not because I think it’s fun.

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        • YouKnowWho
          6 years ago

          What illness do you have, Cinnamonfox?

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    • Whatkatedid
      6 years ago

      I am glad you realize it's just as horrific for loved ones. Having gone through it with someone close to me, I can tell you first hand it's just as isolating, and we don't get the support that the sick people do. Thank you for that.

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  • NormalEntity
    6 years ago

    TLDR. But I did read the first bit. I consider myself smart and very independent. But I also do consider myself as a creepy antisocial insane freak.

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  • lonewolf1253
    6 years ago

    Bath salts would work. Or some Flakka if you can get it.

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  • insanebotv21
    6 years ago

    Psychopaths aren't insane, they're more sane than most people. But some of them are pretty fucking stupid.

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  • FroggyBunBunzz
    6 years ago

    can i get some comments...

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    • insanebotv21
      6 years ago

      Take some Ritalin,
      grab a dictionary,
      and you'll be fine.

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