I wish i was asexual. iin?
Or at least not liking women. I mean I'm pretty aware I'm too ugly and too weird and awkward to be liked by a girl and that it's impossible for me to ever have a girlfriend (for God's sake, I'm 23 and hugless, kissless and so on, so you can figure out how disgusting am I) but what kills me is to still falling for girls way out of my league (well, every girl is out of my league and my current crush is like perfection but better)
My life would be way better and easy if I just could stop liking girls and worrying about dying alone. Is there a way to just kill my feelings and accept my forever aloneness?