I wish i could turn off my feelings for her

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I had moved on from what I could tell but part of me feels like in reality I've just pushed my feelings away to the side because they are painful and not serving me.

Anyway today I was on whatsapp and searched for a contact and her name popped up and I saw she had changed her profile photo. She looked beautiful. Not like in a super model way just it was her face and to me it's the most beautiful face in the world. My heart started aching again for the first time in a while I hadn't thought about her in months or longer and when I did it was never too intense.

I just feel so sad when I think of her. I wish I felt good enough to be her man, and I wish she wanted me. I wish she saw me the way I see her.

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  • Grunewald
    2 years ago

    You describe how I feel about someone right now - my lovely former colleague. I have no advice to offer, except that it really sucks, doesn't it? I'm so sorry, dude. Maybe we will find a way of at least vindicating ourselves for our grief by turning it into something beautiful 😖.

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  • snorlax12345
    2 years ago

    yes it's normal. but you need to realize it's just hormones and chemicals fucking with your brain causing you to think these things and she's really not anything special.

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  • S0UNDS_WEIRD
    2 years ago

    Is she your ex or just someone you felt strongly for?

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    • TheOishome
      2 years ago

      Not an ex just someone I fell for

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      • Grunewald
        2 years ago

        By the way, did you use to write under a different username?

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        • TheOishome
          2 years ago

          I can't remember :/ I dont think so, did I remind you of someone ?

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          • Grunewald
            2 years ago

            You just replied to one of my posts a long time ago and I can't remember seeing that username on it before.

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  • ThatOneGuyYouNeverWantToMeet
    2 years ago

    I've always been able to turn my feelings off for people, if I think you don't love me I will not love you. Love is 100% a choice for me not a involuntary reaction/attraction for someone.

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  • Tommythecaty
    2 years ago

    They will disappear on their own.

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  • RoseIsabella
    2 years ago

    Yes, what you are feeling is quite relatable. A lot of people wish they could turn their feelings off, and on for others.

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