I wish i could lock myself in a room and everyone forget about me
i feel there's nothing left for me in life. i'm still in school don't have a job, my parents are paying for everything, i used to give my family a lot of trouble when i was younger, they always used to say that i would always fail in everything i tried, and every day feels exactly the same with the same boring dullness. i feel like all the good times i would ever have in my life are in childhood. i just wish i could lock myself naked in a room without food, water, or anything and my family could forget about me and let me die from starvation or freezing to death