I wish i could lock myself in a room and everyone forget about me

i feel there's nothing left for me in life. i'm still in school don't have a job, my parents are paying for everything, i used to give my family a lot of trouble when i was younger, they always used to say that i would always fail in everything i tried, and every day feels exactly the same with the same boring dullness. i feel like all the good times i would ever have in my life are in childhood. i just wish i could lock myself naked in a room without food, water, or anything and my family could forget about me and let me die from starvation or freezing to death

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  • Agirlsbestfriend.

    That sounds a long and drawn out way to die... I miss Theresa from passions

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  • mismatched_puzzle_piece

    i also seem to think the best time of my life was well a certain part of my childhood, i can remember when i was so happy and excited just to run around with my brother now i can hardly get myself to get up each morning . i dont mean to sound depressing but like someone above said find your passion in life i cant seem to find mine but ya know eventually most people do i guess

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    • You're never alone. There is help out there to help see things in a positive light. No one is expecting you to wake up one morning jumping up and down with excitement. But it takes time to feel and see things differently.

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    • Agirlsbestfriend.

      You are my passion

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  • peterr

    Cheer up my friend, better things are ahead. The night seems darkest before the dawn.

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  • In all honesty the best part of your life is when you're a kid and have nothing to worry about, no responsibility or shitty job. Anybody who tells you otherwise is an idiot. And don't listen to the morons who talk about being a parent as "rewarding" they're just saying that because its too late for them and they have to reassure themselves they made the "right" choice.

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    • Issues with your parents by any chance?

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      • Actually that wouldn't make any sense at all, if I had issues with my parents wouldn't I have hated childhood and not be talking it up.

        Not too smart are ya?

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        • Fair point, so you have issues with proud parents then do you? I agreed with the first bit of what you said but then the last part was pure stupidity. Please don't think your reply was smart.....I hope one day if anyone does decide to have a family with you, you would have grown up. But by your comment that sounds very unlikely.

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          • Oh I get it, you have kids or are planning on having them one day, how's that going? Just like a dream I'd imagine, don't worry just keep telling yourself it's gonna get better, even though it won't. When chatting with someone like you, I don't need to worry about sounding smarter, it just happens.

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  • Awww!Don't worry,be happy.At least you still have I.N.N.

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  • Anime7

    There is so many things that you would miss out on. Kissing, being independent, finding your passion in life. The world is full of experiences just begging for to you live, why waste it all on wanting an early grave? Don't look at the future as some type of spiral downfall, see it as a positive place where you can grow as a person and meet interesting people. However, you won't be able to meet anybody if you stay locked up in your room all day. Go out and try to get a job. Go out and ride your bike. But to waste your life sitting in front a computer wanting to die, please don't. There' so much beauty in this world, you just have to be willing to look for it.

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  • myboyfriendsbitch

    I think you're sadistic.

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