I will use anything to masturbate with, as long as it fits in a sock.

Sometimes I get randomly turned on when I'm in my house alone and I need to let it out. I don't have any real sex toys so I will spend like ten minutes wandering around my house looking for even remotely penis shapes things (even whisks for cooking, red bull cans, bunches of pencils with rubber bands around them, deodorant cans, toothpaste tubes, vegetables, poster tubes, that sort of thing), and I'll put it in a sock, then I'll get a large sized condom and put it over the sock with the item still inside. The sock it usually to smooth the object over a bit of it's something like a whisk so it doesn't hurt me or year the condom. The condoms isn't for contraception obviously, it is just so it's clean. I'm a girl by the way. I will then use that as a dildo. It's fun at the time, but when it's done I feel like a freak, and not the good kind. I usually throw whatever I used in the trash incase someone comes in and wants to borrow or use it, I couldn't let them touch it whilst keeping a straight face. I feel like one day someone will find me doing it or find something I used and know what I'd done. Does anyone else do this? Got any stories so I don't feel so weird about it? I don't even know if the site moderation will let me post this, I've never used this website before. Anyway let me know if anyone else does this, and how you hide it/don't hide it from your partner.