I white out when i get angry
when i get angry, like when i was in junior high and early high school, before i would get into a fight i would start shaking, and then i would white out and i would hear nails on chalkboard with static sounds in my head. when said fight was over, i didnt remember a thing. the other person was messed up badly. almost like i get some unknown strength because i can do things i couldnt imagine when i was calm. does that happen to others? also, i nearly hurt my friends when they started ticking me off and im afraid im going to seriously hurt them.