I watch gore videos and get addicted for some time

So like one year ago I saw my fist execution video in which a guy got executed, it felt extremely weird and unsatisfying. After that video I saw a thumbnail of a warzone video where a head of a a guy literally exploded. I was just shocked seeing this. But in someways I just keep watching them, one more gruesome than the one before until I got to the point that I nearly had to vomit. Some of those pictures are still stuck in my head and I wish I've never watched them. In some ways I keep getting back to those videos even though I know I'm gonna regret watching those beforehand I still do it.
Does anyone experienced the same?? And is this normal?? (sorry for my english)

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  • RoseIsabella

    That shit is bad for your mind.

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  • Ellenna

    Just stop watching this stuff. If you really can't stop even though you want to, you're addicted and you need to get some professional help.

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  • Natj1s

    I don't think this is strange... People used to attend public executions years ago (still do in some countries). There's a difference between just watching them and wanting to do them...

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  • Jeroe

    dude, it haunts me when I want to sleep sometimes. I know its not good. but I sadly can't just "unsee" things

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  • richardgerecameinmyass

    You are so dark.

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  • Rihyae

    Try to limit yourself.

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