I want to see terror in people's eyes

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Ive always liked horror movies and torture movies not because of how they scare me but because of how they terrify the actors in the movie.

Im not sure how long Ive been doing this but I really get a mental kick out of imagining people I know having their lives in danger. I am the guy that looks into their eyes as they are squirming, with tear and snot running down their faces, pleading for their lives- pleading for my sanity. I dont know why I am fascinated by this. It's sick I know but the scenario captivates me and I cant stop thinking about it.

I like to imagine how the victim is feeling, their desperation, the feeling that they are helpless but try anyways revealing their primal yearning to live. I like to feed off of that. The stronger they beg, the more fun it is for me to watch. I want to hear their screaming and shaking voices pleading. I get a rush from it. The weirdest thing is that the people I imagine are people I know well in my life.

Is this normal at all?? or am I just sick? Im worried if what I am thinking is what serial killers feel.

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  • Cr1st0f0r1
    14 years ago

    This is normal. I do it too.

    ...but I'm also related to Adolf Hitler.

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    • serialkillerlover
      14 years ago

      Redsheeps you are one diabolic man. I think you might be a sociopath. When i was younger and my parents took me to the petting zoo, i would get this urge every time i saw the baby chicks to destroy them. Rip their heads off and crush them. I don%%u2019t know why, but I guess for some people like you and me violence is a turn on

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  • stone_love
    14 years ago

    How long have you felt this way and how old are you? If these feelings aren't too prominent, and aren't escalating, then you're probably going to be ok. I think there are a lot of people out there who have these thoughts and don't end up being dangerous at all. But, yes, some killers do think this way. Maybe you could get into bdsm. That's a safe outlet for this kind of thing.

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  • gashlover
    9 years ago

    psychopath

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  • TheAnarkyOfLife
    10 years ago

    So you like fear, eh?
    Well then Mr. Jonathan Crane, i believe you should buy a scarecrow costume!

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  • Girlygamer
    10 years ago

    Some of these people leaving comments are crazy

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  • skullja1
    12 years ago

    I am going through the same thing. I want to know what it's like to vent all my anger in a negative way by really hurting someone or killing them.

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  • cathy22
    12 years ago

    you sound like an IRS agent.

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  • takeiteasy12
    13 years ago

    Hmmm.... Lord Voldemort.

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  • HellAndHighWater
    14 years ago

    Same here, only the other side of the scenario.
    It's normal, you're just a Sadist. Be careful not to really hurt anyone, keep it all in consentual roleplay.
    I know roleplay doesn't sound as appealing as the real deal, but it's important that you don't get in trouble for your kink.

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  • RichardChase
    14 years ago

    I don't think it's so odd. People who are really, really scared are sexy. It's fun to watch their eyes. You're fine.

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  • IveGotBallsOfSteal
    14 years ago

    I wanna see the pink mist.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    once again another full of shit story

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  • redsheeps
    14 years ago

    Ive been feeling this way since I was little. I remember watching animal documentaries and I liked to see the part where the lion chews on the breathing prey and the whimpering sounds it made as it was being eaten. Oh Im 21 now and Ive never acted upon any of my fascinations. Honestly part of me is scared by it but then I also enjoy it because of its grotesqueness.

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  • EJCRADIOSHOW
    14 years ago

    THATS SICK. YOU ARE SICK IN THE HEAD.

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    • NovocainStain
      14 years ago

      You're a sadist. The common sociopath. Interesting. :) You sound very fucked up and dark but in a cool way, and I think you're awsome. However, what's not fucked up and awsome is murder. Perhaps you should seek some sort of outlet, like stone_love said. If you wanted, I could find you a bdsm bitch!

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      • redsheeps
        14 years ago

        If course, I don't want to murder them, I think that would end all the fun. Ending someone's life is not a part of my fantasies; them thinking that they're going to die is. Toying with their desperate emotions is what captivates me. You know I haven't thought about bdsm as a outlet for me before. Maybe someone could introduce someone for me here? singularity593.deviantart.com

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