I want to run for the hills
l am breaking point with my daughter .... l wasnt born to have kids as l am not a mummsy mum but l loved that kid somuch my heart has broken l feel like l am dying with pain inside ...she messes with my head lies to me hides behind other people making me out to be a bad person and shes so sneaky it pisses me off when l caught her out l am no where near perfect and l wont tolerate people playing games l just simply out them l want to just throw the towel in and walk away for good because l am afraid l will really hurt her if l lose it