I want to kill my mother!!!!!!

ever since i was 6 years old my mother has had the outmost hate for me. she comes home from work so she can yell at me for no reason just to have something to do. I try to talk to my family and friends and she tells them lies to try to make me seem like a bad kid. she proseeds to tell the people at work about how i apparently abuse her, when in fact i am the one being abused. like the other day i woke and i was going to take a shower and she goes and takes my keys out of MY car just so i would not have a way to school. and refuses to give me gas money when I dont have the money to do anything more or less pay for the outrageous gas prices. she has hated me since i was 6yrs old and i belive its because my dad passed away and she has decided to take all of her rage out on me for no FU***** reason sometimes i would love to kill myself to get away from this pain that she has bestowed upon me. so is it normal that i want to kill my mother for being mentaly abussive

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Comments ( 6 )
  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

    time to get a job and move out, no?

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  • -WhySoSerious-

    Get the fuck out of her with that mentality.

    Seriously, go see a psychologist and talk it out. If your thoughts have gone this far, then you really should get some outside help. You wouldn't want to do something out of frustration and then end up regretting it all throughout your life.

    I'm serious dude, sort your shit out before you do something dumb to anyone.

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  • AndrewCarrion

    I know how much you hate your mother. But i love my mother, she's nice and sweet. I love my mom with all my heart because she does everything i want.I don't think that's nice. Or do i?

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  • DoReMiRocker

    Run away(If under 18) or move out(If 18+). What a bad mother.
    -.-

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  • vnderbnder

    call the police not 911 though, just the police have her ass arested

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  • georgecaroll

    the only times these thoughts happen is when she never drops the subject and it builds and it builds until i blow. then it makes the situation worse so i dont know what to do so i thought i would come here on this site to get saome input on my situation. but thank you for your comment

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