I want to have sex with my cousin but had it with her sister
I am 18 year old male and have a female cousin who is 18 too and she has a sister who is 16. When i was 15, me and my two cousins who were 15 and 13 at the time were downstairs watching a movie. In the movie there was a snogging scene which turned me on. I was having a really hard erection which i couldn't hide. One of cousins saw that i was having a erection and her face wound up in shock. I could see she felt uncomfortable but she didn't say anything. Her younger sister didnt know. After that evening she stopped talking to me for a few months and slowly we started talking. As she grew older she started to get nice breasts and ass. We were now 17 and that was the age i started to watch a lot of porn. Espeacially anal and hardcore porn. I wanted to do all those things too her but didnt know how to tell her how i feel espeassially after she saw my erection. Days later it was me and her in her house. Her parents and sister were out and we were watching tv. I thought to myself this is my chance. Without thinking about anything i asked her if i could suck her vagina. She was so shocked and i could see the dis belief on her face. Luckily she didnt tell anyone but she did stop talking to me again. Since then iv been leaning more towards her sister as she too has gotten nice breasts and a ass. Now i fantasise about her everyday. Keep in mind that i am 18 now and she is 16. I know its wrong but i really want to fuck her hardcore. And she is not like her sister. She is more open to sex and doesnt mind talking about it. I know she watches porn because she told me. But i dont know if she as the same feelings i have for. Recently i was wanking with my room door wide open as i thought there was no one in the house. My cousin must have come in the house when my parents left. I was too busy wanking and she came up the stairs and saw me. I didnt see her as i had my eyes closed. Next thing i know is that shes stroking my penis. Thats when it happened. I finally got to have sex with my cousin and i did have anal with her. She loved it but i just wanted to know if it is alright that i had sex with her. I also still have feelings for my other cousin but she hates me. So what should i do?