I want to f**k my best friend

I'm a straight, 20yr old female. I've always been straight, never had a doubt or question in my mind that I liked penis, but lately, my best friend has expressed to me that she wishes to have sex with another girl. Since she told me that, I've been fantasizing about what it would be like to lick her sweet snatch.

For weeks, when we got drunk together, she went a little bit further. At first I ignored her wild, "lesbianonic" behavior when she went topless. Then she suddenly decided it was "too hot" in my house and ripped off her shirt and bra. She has the most beautiful b-cups you've ever seen. Anyway, last week, we got smashed out of our minds and did a bit of tit fondling and ass grabbing, even going so far as to spank each other with a leather whip I'd had handy. She went on and on about how she liked her nipples pinched and licked, however I was too drunk (or too chicken sh*t) to make a move) and I let her comments pass me by with only subtle pinches and grabs. Just when I was about to go for it, Out of nowhere she calls up her boyfriend to pick her up because she was afraid she would go too far (sadly).

I acted nonchalant about everything, but I think she's being an unbearable tease and it's gotten to the point where I'm fed up. We've been friends for 7 years but I'm willing to risk it.

I plan out how we're going to get drunk again (which we do often) and how I'm going to seduce her, but either she's on to me, or is afraid of her own feelings because she brings her sad sack boyfriend along EVERY TIME now. I'm getting really tired of it and at this point, I just want to f**k her and be done with it.

She is the subject of my almost nightly masturbation fantasies and I've even got my technique now. I know it's wrong, but 90%% of me doesn't give a sh*t. I just want to know what it would be like. Which scares the crap out of me, because I've never had a gay bone in my body...until now.

Is it normal to want to have sex with your very best friend and be 100%% willing to kick a years long friendship to the side for a piece of ass?

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Based on 36 votes (31 yes)
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  • SomeoneSomewhere

    you are probably bi.

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  • cs420<33

    i love you.
    this is EXACTLY how i'm feeling.
    my best friend is really hot. and i'm bi and just told her and she is too. and shes really sexy and i love her boobs and her ass and FUCK i just really want her but don't know how to make a move. and yeah, for girls, i think its kinda normal.

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  • theAnomilyGuy

    Go Nikki!! :D Oh and you're not lesbo btw. All girls whether they admit it to themselves or not are bicurious. I'm interested in finding out what you did and how you felt. Not a horny thing if you'll believe that at all, just sort of an educational one (I always jump on opportunities to learn what I can about women, it help me predict their unpredictfullness.)

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    • PsychoNikki

      The first time it happened was early last summer and it was one awkward experience..her boyfriend was there and it occurred more like an impromptu (albeit drunken) threesome. I regretted that experience because he hated me for a long time afterward and was extraordinarily jealous and suspicious of the two of us fooling around behind his back. I didn't speak to them for weeks after and fled out of town to my parents house out of shame for most of may and june.

      But when I thought about it, the only thing I really regretted was the presence of her boyfriend. Unfortunately for you (but very fortunately for ME) I only remember the incident in brief flashes. She claims *I* initiated everything but it doesn't sound like me because, like I said, her BF was present.

      Anyway, it's happened again several times since and thankfully, our friendship has survived. Of course we don't really talk about it and sadly her boyfriend's worse fears have come to fruition as we are, in fact, sneaking around behind his back.

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  • its much more common for girls, its not a bad thing and being a little bicurious doesnt make you weird

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    • PsychoNikki

      Thanks for the reassurance :) That said, I fucked her (that's a whole 'nother story for IIN) it was alright, I may or may not try it again.

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      • NakedBoy50

        You should try it a again I'm a male and I've done it and would like to do it again. With just oral sex.

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