I want to f**k my best friend
I'm a straight, 20yr old female. I've always been straight, never had a doubt or question in my mind that I liked penis, but lately, my best friend has expressed to me that she wishes to have sex with another girl. Since she told me that, I've been fantasizing about what it would be like to lick her sweet snatch.
For weeks, when we got drunk together, she went a little bit further. At first I ignored her wild, "lesbianonic" behavior when she went topless. Then she suddenly decided it was "too hot" in my house and ripped off her shirt and bra. She has the most beautiful b-cups you've ever seen. Anyway, last week, we got smashed out of our minds and did a bit of tit fondling and ass grabbing, even going so far as to spank each other with a leather whip I'd had handy. She went on and on about how she liked her nipples pinched and licked, however I was too drunk (or too chicken sh*t) to make a move) and I let her comments pass me by with only subtle pinches and grabs. Just when I was about to go for it, Out of nowhere she calls up her boyfriend to pick her up because she was afraid she would go too far (sadly).
I acted nonchalant about everything, but I think she's being an unbearable tease and it's gotten to the point where I'm fed up. We've been friends for 7 years but I'm willing to risk it.
I plan out how we're going to get drunk again (which we do often) and how I'm going to seduce her, but either she's on to me, or is afraid of her own feelings because she brings her sad sack boyfriend along EVERY TIME now. I'm getting really tired of it and at this point, I just want to f**k her and be done with it.
She is the subject of my almost nightly masturbation fantasies and I've even got my technique now. I know it's wrong, but 90%% of me doesn't give a sh*t. I just want to know what it would be like. Which scares the crap out of me, because I've never had a gay bone in my body...until now.
Is it normal to want to have sex with your very best friend and be 100%% willing to kick a years long friendship to the side for a piece of ass?