I want to drop out and die every time i feel stressed by university?
It is my first semester at college and I am taking 4 classes and two of them (precal and chemistry) are incredibly difficult for me. Whenever I start feeling like I am about to fail a test or I am very lost or behind in my work I feel like dropping out and dying very strongly. Two weeks into the semester I literally told the school and my mother I wanted to withdraw but I decided to stick it out. I was okay for a while but then again about a month later I was very stressed from assignments and felt very strongly of suicide and dropping out, picturing what a miserable life I would have if I were to drop out then.
When I am not as stressed it is a lot better and I prefer being here to being at home.