I want to drop out and die every time i feel stressed by university?

It is my first semester at college and I am taking 4 classes and two of them (precal and chemistry) are incredibly difficult for me. Whenever I start feeling like I am about to fail a test or I am very lost or behind in my work I feel like dropping out and dying very strongly. Two weeks into the semester I literally told the school and my mother I wanted to withdraw but I decided to stick it out. I was okay for a while but then again about a month later I was very stressed from assignments and felt very strongly of suicide and dropping out, picturing what a miserable life I would have if I were to drop out then.

When I am not as stressed it is a lot better and I prefer being here to being at home.

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Comments ( 3 )
  • RoseIsabella

    Those are some hard classes. I hate any kind of math. I'm pretty much a straight up liberal arts person.

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  • Nickvey

    remember back in fourth grade how you thought spelling tests were hard and you thought you could never learn to spell and it made you cry? but you learned the best way to handle the stress was to study so hard you made 100 percent ? its like that now. At least you are welcome home and you were not kicked out like they did 50 years ago

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  • paramore93

    University is an incredibly stressful time ..
    This happened to me, the stress was too much and I eventually ended up in the hospital for months, so had to drop out anyway ..
    Most universities have their own therapists/councillors so maybe you should try get an appointment and talk it through with a professional, it is actually way more common than you'd expect ..
    Good luck :)

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