I want to die. really

Hang on in there and eventually you will get your wish. In the meantime why not do something with the time your here, be a shame to waste it. You could learn guitar, go snowboarding, fall in love, fall out of love (ouch), try new foods, visit places, geez this list goes on doesn't it? let just agree that you could do whatever you wanted, the only barrier is mind. There's no need to wish the time away wanting to die. Death comes for us all; eventually. Fuck death, he's an idiot, make that useless, good for nothing wait. Step back. Look where you are, really. A ball of rock spinning through space, with around 7billion others, in what appears to be a universe devoid of life. That if nothing else is amazing, not in a happy clappy hippy way. More like 'fucking wow' how did we get here?
Nobody belongs to this world, we are all prisoners of our own consciousness. Each of us perceiving events differently. Death will call soon enough, in the meantime why not enjoy the ride?

I've felt like that before >>> trust me, life really can get better if you give it time and work at it.
It helps to talk to someone who won't judge you, someone who will listen, like a trusted friend, family member, or counsellor.

It's worth giving it an honest try before you think of committing to doing something irreversible like killing yourself (if you're feeling suicidal).

A part of me wants to die, but another part of me wants to slap that part of me and shake it shouting things will get better,

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

I won't argue with you life is terrible. Maybe instead of trying to end yours you can use it to make someone else's life a little bit brighter.

What are your reasons?

i can understand that. there was a point in time when i also wanted to die. then i realized that i also wanted to live as long as possible before i die just to see what happens. just hang in there. things happen that aren't good, but if u die, you'll never know if things get better. u may feel as if u have no reason to live, but if u die, you'll never find anything to live for. plus, even if no one likes u, people will be sad if ur gone. people will miss u. just hang in there

If you wait a little bit longer, it'll get better. Everyone else says that because it's actually true. There are desperate moments in life where you feel like nothing is going to help you and maybe there's something that happened that you don't want to keep dealing with every day but nothing is forever. Nothing lasts your whole life... nothing. EVERYTHING micro and macro are constantly coming and going.

Please don't you are worth it.

I think it is not that abnormal. I hope you don't, though.