I want to die but im not going to kill myself, im too afraid

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i kinda want to die because i feel like theres no way out of the life that i am living. i feel trapped and no matter what i do someone is going to be very disappointed in me. it is a lot of pressure, and i dont know how long i can keep pretending to be happy or at least content before i snap. when i say snap, i mean just go absolutely crazy & have no cares for anyone but my own. i dont want to end up like my parents... and thats the road im headed. i dont know what i want. but i feel entirely overwhelmed... is it normal to want to die but at the same time, not want to kill yourself? i just want to be free of all these burdens.....yet i feel guilty for feeling this way.

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  • MissyLeyneous
    11 years ago

    If you keep it bottled up like that you'll eventually explode. Find a healthy outlet for that negetive energy... a hobby, a sport, an art form, gardening, ANYTHING.

    You're too young to give up just yet! If I were there, I'd give you the biggest fucking bear hug EVAR!!! D':

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  • azertyderp
    11 years ago

    i know that feeling. but dont do it. find a new hobby, seek help. think about the ones that love. hard? it is if you try. how many people do you know? a huge majority of them care about and would cry to find out you died. just, dont. stay positive, no matter how hard it may be.

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  • yoyomah
    11 years ago

    I have felt this way before. Just know that life has it's ups and downs and it will get better. Don't try to please everybody, it's impossible! Somebody will always end up feeling slighted. Do what makes you happy! Don't give up.

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  • eternalsmoke31
    10 years ago

    Completely normal. I feel this way too; I think its from years of drugs and alcohol usage fucking with my brain. Good advice has already been dispensed, so take it or leave it.

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  • Filyoni
    11 years ago

    I just registered on this forum to share my thoughts with you... :)

    Don't take life serious. Be cool and try to always have smile on your face.

    People often turn to suicide because they are seeking relief from pain. Remember that relief is a feeling. And you have to be alive to feel it. You will not feel the relief you so desperately seek, if you are dead. PLEASE DON'T DO IT!!

    READ THIS! http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

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  • Unimportant
    11 years ago

    I know quite a lot of people who feel this way.

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